well hey guys.

Its definitely been a while and I can explain;

I gained weight. I stopped working out. I stopped trying.
And boy do I wish I wouldn’t have.

I’m starting over. I am new. 

So. yesterday we went to a water park. Whats the first thing that comes to mind when we say the word “water park”? Mine is: bathing suit. Which leads to : I’m fat. Basically, in a water park, we are surrounded by a crap load of people of different shapes and sizes. I know for a fact that I am not skinny. Not in any way shape or form. Yesterday, I wore a rubber band on my wrist and every time I looked at a girl who was absolutely tiny, and wished I was her, I snapped it. 

Truth is;
I don’t want to be like her. I don’t want to be so skinny to the point where you can see my bones. I could take the easy way out and force myself to throw up every morning. I could lose weight fast, and be skinny fast. However, I choose not to. & I think that is one of the best movements a girl these days can make. I want to have my ideal body. Not bone-thin I-Can’t-Eat-Anything-Without-Throwing-Up-Thin.

Back to the point, yesterday, I over-came my fear of water slides and happily went on all of them numerous times.  In order to get to the water slides we had to walk up a staircase of 489 stairs total. That kicks some major butt if you ask me. I went on the green slide four times, the yellow twice, and the blue three times. In total I walked up the stairs nine times. That’s 4401 stairs in all. The best part is, there were no lines, so Anna & I were booking it up those stairs like we were running from a zombie apocalypse. Just for the fun of the exercise and knowing that my calves were going to kill me when I woke up the next morning.

But believe me, it was so worth it! We had a blast and I just know I did great yesterday with all of the exercise and movement from swimming, the wave pools, the slides, and everything else included in the water park. I feel so great.

I’m sorry that I haven’t been posting often, I guess I should get to that, huh?

Thank you to my 29 followers <3

xoxo, Tay 

Ready to go to the beach!!! Can’t wait! Finally for the first time I’m wearing a bathing suit <3 

youre-all-beautiful:

canibeskinny-please:

growasyoushrink:

imthinwithin:

I CHALLENGE YOU! :)

 Challenging myself

Challenge accepted.

Waiit! Do we have to do all of this in 10 days, or do we have to do all of this each day, for 10 days????

Challenge Accepted!

Going to Oregon for ten days! My flight leaves at eleven am! I’ll update occasionally, but I will not be posting as much as I have the last couple days. I hope you guys have a fun rest-of-july! Well, have a great day! <3 Love you guys!!!

get-thinspiration:

awesome girl! her tumblr is http://undressedskeleton.tumblr.com

One of my favorite fitblrs <3

This was when I was 179 pounds. I have lost 4 pounds since then! Woohoo!

Heres my progress photo. To be honest I didn’t try very hard this month. However I did get rid of a bit of my muffin top! Can you tell?  But August will be my month. I will rock that month ;) 

Here are two of my absolute favorite blogs for motivation! Seriously, they are both absolutely amazing!

http://motivationintohabit.tumblr.com

http://before-afters.tumblr.com